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--> Microsoft interview date announced. Just three more days to go. Excited :)
--> Starting a new venture. Good opportunity to learn and stay safe with some income. But am I ready for this? Confused!!
First I thank God for the excitement. Today - 14th August 2012 (just one day before Independence day). Morning, at the very beginning of the day, I asked myself "Am I really independent?". The other guy (Hulk style, sorry if its too much. But I feel it as Other Guys most of the times, as more than one inner voice speaks when I'm in the above mentioned states) answered - "Obviously NO. Though you are not much dependent, you never use your Freedom to speak at right times". Agreed. Who else knows better about me? The reason for the hesitation in using my freedom to speech is fear. Fear that I may lose my value at the receiver's heart. But my friend Murugesan proved my theory wrong. He is one hell of a man. He just expresses if he thinks its right as per morale. Though I speak good about him now, there were times I had some sort of serious problems with him. Those days I have never thought from other's perspective as I didn't have much experience in mingling with world outside my boundary. Short term issues shouldn't be considered. If you are right, your mistakes (from other's perspective) vanishes faster. You should build a set of rules or codes for your behavior. You should never break 'em at any cost. That makes you fit to your society/environment.
Okay. About confusion.. I made myself appear to be helping, easy-yielding and irresponsible for more than four years. From few months back, one of the other guys is torturing me by asking a lot of questions about my behavior in the past and forcing me to change. The rest of the other guys say - "Never mind". Lets get serious after college life. In the new venture issue, one of the other guys is asking me to take it up and achieve something. But the rest are warning me that it might cause issues in the future as they don't like the concept of partnership. They keep on saying this - "Achieve something. Share the benefits. But with a company, you suck. You did in recent past. The person in company will make use of you and hide you in their shadow. It happens all the time"
But one thing is sure. Life is nothing without puzzles like this. Crack them and have fun. God save the king :)
Okay its time now :) Happy Independence day :) :) No matter what, I'm proud to be an Indian. :)
--> Microsoft interview date announced. Just three more days to go. Excited :)
--> Starting a new venture. Good opportunity to learn and stay safe with some income. But am I ready for this? Confused!!
First I thank God for the excitement. Today - 14th August 2012 (just one day before Independence day). Morning, at the very beginning of the day, I asked myself "Am I really independent?". The other guy (Hulk style, sorry if its too much. But I feel it as Other Guys most of the times, as more than one inner voice speaks when I'm in the above mentioned states) answered - "Obviously NO. Though you are not much dependent, you never use your Freedom to speak at right times". Agreed. Who else knows better about me? The reason for the hesitation in using my freedom to speech is fear. Fear that I may lose my value at the receiver's heart. But my friend Murugesan proved my theory wrong. He is one hell of a man. He just expresses if he thinks its right as per morale. Though I speak good about him now, there were times I had some sort of serious problems with him. Those days I have never thought from other's perspective as I didn't have much experience in mingling with world outside my boundary. Short term issues shouldn't be considered. If you are right, your mistakes (from other's perspective) vanishes faster. You should build a set of rules or codes for your behavior. You should never break 'em at any cost. That makes you fit to your society/environment.
Okay. About confusion.. I made myself appear to be helping, easy-yielding and irresponsible for more than four years. From few months back, one of the other guys is torturing me by asking a lot of questions about my behavior in the past and forcing me to change. The rest of the other guys say - "Never mind". Lets get serious after college life. In the new venture issue, one of the other guys is asking me to take it up and achieve something. But the rest are warning me that it might cause issues in the future as they don't like the concept of partnership. They keep on saying this - "Achieve something. Share the benefits. But with a company, you suck. You did in recent past. The person in company will make use of you and hide you in their shadow. It happens all the time"
But one thing is sure. Life is nothing without puzzles like this. Crack them and have fun. God save the king :)
Okay its time now :) Happy Independence day :) :) No matter what, I'm proud to be an Indian. :)
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