2012 - New year - Happy?

Almost the whole world is celebrating. [ 'HAPPY' new year ] - This literal is full of hope. To me people, who say this, appear to be frightened about future. Whats so special guys?

Let me summarize my position now, when my year 2011 left me, in short:

-  worked at Amazon as an intern : good to feel. adds some more responsibilities. now I'm indirectly forced to be disciplinary, regular and what not. as most of the living organisms of my ecosystem knows, I'm not so good at taking up responsibilities. so I'm now one among those people who see the above squared literal with fear about future.

- owner cum developer of OnCall4U : OnCall4U is the bada app that I'm developing. I cant talk about that in detail here. I should think about opening a blog for my technical life. Here again, some more responsibilities are added up to my shoulder. will I complete this by mid-2012 '?'

-  became a helper for a faculty : this one is a more serious task. I have promised to do something that I have no clue about. I should complete this task. I hope I'll.

What do I feel now?

Its getting dark around me. I always know that I'll reach a place that glows ,like anything, after I'm almost swallowed by darkness. Even though we know the answer of a complex maths problem, without proper steps written down we cant score. Answer is least important than the steps followed to climb up to it. I know that I should work hard to chase away the darkness around before getting swallowed again. 

Again? What? did something bad happened before? 

Ya. In my twelfth standard result. As people of current trend says - shit happens ;) 

After tenth result, I leaped up to a good height. I was offered free education. I can remember a saying that I heard recently in an Adam Sandler movie. It is - 'People wont realize the value of something that is offered for free.' May be true. In my case, yes. I didnt realize what responsibility I have. I should score my max possible as a show-back to that school. I was swallowed by a darkness of type - 'Over Confidence'. 

Now I should not repeat any such stupidity. It is almost clear that my career is gonna be awesome. But that doesn't mean that I can spend the rest of my college days carelessly/irresponsibly. I'm supposed to deliver something out of talent to the environment where I'm learning-living-enjoying before I leave it. 

Now what?? Its resolutions time.

As talked with Siva Prasath, I came up with following reso's :

*  Saying truth always didnt go well as expected. So wisely use the special ingredient - 'LIE' wherever necessary for wellness of myself and surrounding,

*  Be disciplinary. Be regular. Be punctual. Be impressive. Be confident. 

*  Be smiling in most of the occasions.

*  Spend time effectively. (Effectively means a lot)

People's great advices that I take with me from 2011:

> Over communication is always better than under communication. [Kalpesh]

> While working as a team, never take any decision without having a discussion with at-least one of the team mate of higher rank than you. [Neha]

( there are a lot of sayings, I cant recollect)

Having written all those contents of my mind's buffer/cache, I close this post with my wishes : Happy new year :) :)